COWARD
Single · 2025
A man who knows his worth and won't let anyone talk him out of it. But under all that pride sits the real question: the one voice you can't argue with is your own.
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MUSIC
SCARS
Single · 2025
Betrayal that cuts deep, heavy riffs, and a hook that won't leave your head. It's about the scars time can't erase, the kind that stay for good but finally stop hurting.
LILIES
Single · 2025
A gothic love song. Pale skin, an ice-cold hand and lilies held until the end. They say this love is a sin; he stays anyway.
A. JURGENS (LIVE AT BLACK STORK STUDIO)
Album · 2024 · feat. Renato Osorio
A live studio session captured in one room, one night. Eight songs, raw and unpolished on purpose. The full session is also out as a DVD playlist on YouTube.
- 01 Notes
- 02 Too Late
- 03 Dirt Road
- 04 No Other Way Out
- 05 Muddy Boots
- 06 Lost on You
- 07 Mr. Crowley
- 08 Supernova
DIRT ROAD
Single · 2024
Two people, an old van and a dirt road. A love song about the long way, where every bump is a chance to grow.
MUDDY BOOTS
Single · 2023
A full-moon murder ballad from Tennessee. Muddy boots at the door that were not his, a well that keeps its secrets, and a mother's voice you can still hear on bright nights.
SUPERNOVA
EP · 2023
The first EP. Five songs about time, memory and starting over: time is the only thing money can't buy, and in the end it's what matters most.
- 01 Too Late
- 02 No Other Way Out
- 03 Lost on You
- 04 Mr. Crowley
- 05 Supernova
LOST ON YOU
Single · 2022
The LP song, completely reimagined. Born on a month-long motorcycle trip when it wouldn't leave the headphones. Dark, heavy, and carried by a piano.
NO OTHER WAY OUT
Single · 2021
Written for a friend who took his own life. The anger, the questions, and the understanding that came too slow: for him, there was no other way out.
TOO LATE
Single · 2021
A man spends years avoiding his own home. When she finally leaves, the perfume on the pillow tells him everything he refused to see. Too late to say sorry.
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SONG STORIES
TOO LATE
Single, 2021
A man does everything he can to not be home. Long hours at the office, another drink, another smoke, anything that keeps the night going so the marriage can't reach him. Then one day she stops waiting and leaves, and the empty house gets loud. Her perfume is still on the pillow, and it kills him a little every night. He finally understands what he was running from, and what he broke. But some words have an expiry date, and "I'm sorry" is one of them. It was already too late.
COWARD
Single, 2025
On the surface it's defiance: know your value, hold your course, let people talk and whine while you keep walking. But the song turns that on itself. The hardest voice to face isn't the crowd, it's the one in your own head. "Am I a coward to myself?" Not to them, to me. It's about the fear of playing it safe, of not reaching far enough, of betraying your own worth to avoid the fall. You can stand tall against the whole world and still wonder if you're backing down from yourself. That's the fight the song is really about.
SCARS
Single, 2025
Some wounds never close, they just stop bleeding. Scars is about that distance: the betrayal that once ran your whole life, the nights you tried to drown it, and the slow climb out the other side. You come back stronger, but you don't come back clean. The marks are still there, and you learn to carry them without flinching. That's the whole song, one wordless "wow" hook and a wall of heavy riffs behind it: not the pain, but what's left of you after it.
LILIES
Single, 2025
The darkest love song in the catalog. She lies still and pale, her hand cold around a bouquet of lilies, and he holds on like the world outside the room doesn't exist. They say this love is a sin. He doesn't argue, and he doesn't leave. What exactly keeps the two of them in that room is for the listener to decide. Together in life or death, with memories, shadows and ghosts.
SUPERNOVA
EP title track, 2023
Time is the only thing money can't buy, and in the end it's what matters most. Supernova came out of years of digging inward, through therapy and a few journeys deep into his own mind: old memories resurfacing, wrong choices forgiven, the strength that comes from starting over. Everything is about today.
MUDDY BOOTS
Single, 2023
A murder ballad in the oldest tradition. A man with a perfect life in Tennessee: a wife, a little daughter, the land. Then one night at the bar he hears what everyone else already knew. He comes home early under a full moon and finds muddy boots at the door that are not his. The wife and her lover end up at the bottom of the well, keeping their secret together forever. Now it's just him and his daughter. And on full-moon nights, they say you can still hear a mother calling her baby's name.
DIRT ROAD
Single, 2024
The bright side of the same countryside where Muddy Boots lives. Two lovers and a home on wheels, taking the long way on purpose. Dust clouds in the mirror, a sun setting through the windshield, nowhere they need to be. They learn the road and they learn each other, every bump a chance to grow. The world fades away until it's just the two of them, hearts entwined, forever free.
LOST ON YOU
Single, 2022
This one found me during a hard stretch of my life. I got on the motorcycle and rode far, a month on the road, and the whole way this song refused to leave my ears. The strange thing about the original is that the lyrics are devastating, but the song sounds almost happy. When I came home I knew what I wanted to do: strip that brightness away and let the words weigh what they actually weigh. A completely reimagined version, dark and epic, with a piano that carries half the grief.
NO OTHER WAY OUT
Single, 2021
This one is for a friend who took his own life. Everyone saw the same man: funny, loved, the light in the room. Nobody saw the dark place he was actually living in. The song carries the anger and the questions of the ones left behind. Why didn't you say anything? One word and we would have come running. You broke our blood pact and left this world. For a long time it felt like selfishness. The understanding came slower, and it lives in the title: if he did it, it's because for him there was no other way out.